Dang it. I typed up a really long post, and it was lost. Well I will try to summarize the main points.
I freed myself from all desires Buddha-like. But without desires there is nothing to aspire for.
Actually I do have goals, but competing for honor is useless if no one wants it and it is given away freely.
I BELIEVED I could have relations with attractive girls back in JR/HS in that sense it was a choice not to.
Do I oppose PUA out of sympathy for girls, or because as an omega male, I can’t enjoy its fruits?
An omega male is a failed alpha male. He has great self-confidence, but shouldn’t.
I opposed 3 aspects of this age
1. Roissyism
2. Boss
3. Barriers
Boss matters mostly because it endorses 1 and 3. 3 prevents me from enjoying 1.
3 is the only place where changes in my personal life would make a difference. Its the equivalent of there being a strong trench. Instead of attacking it I decided to drop an atomic bomb on it. But first I have to research theoretical physics. And I end up studying Ancient greek atomic theory. Thats my way of attacking the trench studying Democritus in the library.
Ok thats a brief summary of what was lost. Its a real shame, that was a long post that really got into a lot of points.
But the debate goes on and on, so we will probably hit the same points and flesh them out in future posts.
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